I’m human too you know?

I never got tired of waking up so early in the morning to spend the day with you. I was always willing to learn what you loved to do best. It wasn’t about a nice car, a whole stack of money collecting dust in your bank account or even your bad past. But it was all about starting a new life, with you. I never got tired of loving you. Here I am now, typing what I think makes sense. Thinking that somebody out there would understand what I’ve been through my whole life. I could only take so much and that’s why I’m writing. You went your way and I was forced to take mine. I feel that every ounce of effort I put into the relationship I thought had a strong foundation, led up to this. Nothing. Nada. I was holding on to the last inch of rope and you just let me go.

When people hear the word, they surely wouldn’t be suprised if I fell apart. They’d take it as a normal thing to disintegrate into little pieces, because you were supposedly my better half for all they know. The thing is, I’m not like everyone. I held on because I knew the better side of you, the person you can be, but you always had your head held up high. You pushed away emotion when you started to notice that I was the one that was capable to bring you to reality. You played a game that I was able to win. You just never gave me the chance to.

But you see, things happened the way it did for a reason. The night you let me go made everything clear to me. I couldn’t make you love me any more or less. There really wasn’t anything I could do about it. I was hurting more than you’ll ever know, lied to more than all the people you told truths to, and waited for you more than my love will ever grow. Your lies needed support and I gave that to you. The truth? It will always stand alone.

So all I have left to say, is thank you. I surely do deserve someone better and I have faith that he won’t do me wrong like how you did.